Chapter Ten
Desperation
It was a grim day despite the fact
that Frodo seemed to be improving. His strength slowly returned as the
effects of the elven cordial spread through his body and the fever abated,
but he did not wake to full consciousness. Merry, Pippin and Bilbo stayed
with him the whole morning, managing to get Frodo to eat a little and
noting with joy that he seemed a bit more responsive afterwards, but the
dark thought did cross Merry’s mind that his cousin’s seeming alertness
might be like the bright flaming of a candle wick just before it sputtered
out. It was a bleak image that he did not share with his companions.
That day Sam tended his master with
extra care. Not that he had ever been anything but tender, but in the
quiet of afternoon after the others had left, he sat at the bedside and
watched Frodo sleep. He found he was beginning to catalog every detail,
every feature or fault of his still form. It was as if he were trying to
memorize him, to preserve him in the only way he could. He’s a finer
hobbit than I could ever dream of bein’, Sam thought sadly. I
don’t know why or how, but it’s like he’s got this light inside him. Even
when he’s this sick you can see it. He’s special somehow, and it ain’t
right he’s got to be the one to suffer so. At that moment he would
have given anything he had to be able to see his master safe back in the
Shire smoking his pipe in his sunny garden, at peace and contented without
a care for black riders or rings, but he feared that neither of their
lives would ever be as simple again.
They hadn’t bothered to brush Frodo’s
hair since the first night and days of lying in the bed had made a rat’s
nest of it. Sam pulled out his comb and turned Frodo onto his right side,
being careful to avoid jarring the left shoulder. Then, as gently as he
would handle the most tender pea sprouts, he began to work through Frodo’s
tangled curls. Frodo had always been a hobbit of tidy personal habits and
Sam thought that he would feel better if he could be more presentable.
Considering the circumstances, Sam doubted his master would mind him
getting so familiar. When at last he could run his comb through the dull
hair without a hitch, he rolled his master back and settled him as
comfortably as he was able.
“There you go, sir, you look a sight
better now.” Sam smiled. It was somehow a comfort to speak to his master
as if he were awake. Perhaps Mr. Bilbo had known that too. He pulled his
chair closer till he could lean over and speak directly into Frodo’s ear.
“Can you can hear me, Master? It’s your Sam talking.” He looked about
the silent, twilit room as if embarrassed that someone might overhear him,
but, satisfied they were alone, he continued. “I hope you can, sir, cause
there’s somethin’ you ought to hear, beggin’ your pardon. They’ve been
talking about you, sir, these elves, Mr. Elrond in particular,…and, well,
they don’t think you’ve got much of a chance, sir. Now, I don’t want you
listening to all that nonsense, Mr. Frodo. You’re a lot stronger than
they give you credit for and I know you’ll fight and well,…” Sam sighed.
“You just got to, sir. It’s not for me, ‘course, I’d miss you something
terrible, but it’s Mr. Bilbo. If he’d lose you, sir,…I…I think it would
just kill him. He’s a lot older than when you saw him last. I was just a
lad when he left, but he’s aged 50 years if a day! It’d just be the death
of him, I know. So you see, Mr. Frodo, you just got to live.” Sam’s
voice was starting to break. “You gotta fight and prove these folks
wrong. I know you can do it, sir, if you try.” He half fancied he saw
Frodo’s brow twitch, as if he really did understand and was trying to
frown. Sam gasped and leaned closer, hardly daring to hope and touching
Frodo’s shoulder gently. “Do you understand me sir?!” he asked.
“Oh,
please wake up an’ answer me.”
Frodo opened his mouth and he uttered
a tiny gasp. His frown deepened. Then, with appalling swiftness, his
face became a contorted mask of agony. He screamed and the sudden,
full-throated exclamation horrified Sam. It held the echo of the haunted
cry that they had heard echoing across the Marish in the Shire but it was
also Frodo’s voice, in anguish and utterly terrified. Sam jumped back,
frightened that something he had done had harmed his master. Frodo opened
his eyes and stared, unseeing, at the dark beamed ceiling then screamed
again, though this time with only his own tormented voice. Sam wrung his
hands and darted from the bedside to the door and back again. Frodo was
writhing, more violently than he had since coming to Rivendell and his
face was turning red. His back arched violently and Sam was scared he
would toss himself bodily from the bed.
“HELP!” shouted Sam at the top of his
lungs. He ran again to the door and flung it open. He raced a short way
down the darkening corridor screaming in desperation, “PLEASE, HELP!” and
without waiting for any answer, he ran back to Frodo’s room.
His master was shaking, trembling
violently and his eyes were rolled back till only the whites showed behind
half open lids. His mouth was open wide and gulped, as if some weight
were pressing on his chest and he were desperate to get air.
“Oh, master, PLEASE!” Sam was
sobbing. He reached for Frodo’s arms to hold him down, but he was
suddenly grabbed from behind and lifted bodily out of the way. Elrond was
there and he instantly placed a hand directly over Frodo’s heart. Sam
looked behind and saw that several others had come into the room; tall and
comely elf lords, their beautiful faces grim and dark as they witnessed
Frodo’s frantic struggles. Elrond called commandingly to them in his elf
tongue, and they arrayed themselves around Frodo’s bed, each one laying
hold of his body, hand, head, leg and torso. The hands they laid on
Frodo’s body began to glimmer with a fair golden light but it did not seem
to give his master much comfort. Frodo screamed again and the sound was
so forlorn and forsaken that Sam choked and wanted to fling the elves away
from him.
“What’s wrong with my master?” he
cried, still feeling that it was something he had done that was causing
this torment.
Elrond didn’t look at him, his whole
concentration was on Frodo, but he answered, his silky voice almost awed
with wonder. “He’s fighting,” he said grimly. “I don’t know where he
finds the strength, but he’s fighting us too!” Elrond placed a hand on
the side of Frodo’s face, stilling it’s frantic rocking from side to
side. “Frodo!” he called and then spoke words that Sam did not
understand, strongly, insistently, willing Frodo to hear them and obey.
Frodo closed his eyes, tears squeezed from beneath the lids and his face
screwed up in a grimace of agony. “HEAR ME!” Elrond’s command in the
common tongue resounded through the room and finally Frodo stilled. “Let
us in… we are not your enemy!” The grim elves who held Frodo’s body began
a low chanting litany that seemed to still the very air in the room. Sam
could even sense the brooding power that swept over his master, enveloping
him, holding him. Frodo still shook, but whether he at last understood
they were trying to help him or was simply unable to move, Sam could not
tell.
“We cannot wait. It must begin now.” Elrond motioned
to his companions and one of them sprang to the door, almost colliding
with the group of hobbits that were just coming through it. Merry and
Pippin looked frightened and lost, but they moved aside and stepped into
the room followed by a terrified and very ancient looking Bilbo. The elf
slipped past and disappeared down the hall. The hobbits clustered behind
Sam and looked upon the brutal scene before them in abject fear. Elrond
smiled grimly, noticing them from the corner of his eye. “Do not
interfere,” was all he said and continued holding a firm hand down on
Frodo’s chest.